.:NiGhTmArEs CoNtInUeD:.

Lately, my nightmare has started to change. I was starting to be able to deal with the original, to sleep through it even though it scares me to death. Or well, scared.

Lately, instead of just including my biological family, it's including my adoptive family, or the ones I consider family even if they're not related. This includes Blake, Danica and Robyn. Let me quote some of the dream:

I'm on the ground, flames all around and I'm being raped by some demon man. He always laughs evilly at this point, and gestures in front of me. I look up to see the three of them there, surrounded by flames. They all glare at me and Danica says: "You could have stopped this, all of this." They're all raped, then Danica and Robyn scream and their skin melts off their bodies, and they turn to ash.

Blake however, continues to live. She has free reign and comes over to me, grabs my chin and pulls it up roughly. Then she slaps me across the face and spits in my eye. Finally she says (in German, which I don't know how she knows German) "I never loved you, it was always just to satisfy your stupid childish hopes." Then she pokes my eyes out so I'm blind, and for the rest of the dream all I can feel are the flames licking my skin and being raped by the demon man. All I can hear is his laughter and all I can taste are my tears.